There are some things that can’t be expressed in words alone; this is one of those things. For this post, I will have to rely on music to convey the energies that would fall flat with words alone or are too deeply personal to express.

I was lucky enough in this lifetime to cross paths with a soul friend, who can only be described as my Anam Cara. He was someone I felt instant comfort with, saw me more clearly in a few minutes of interacting than people who knew me for decades, and surprised me at how safe and seen I felt. I met him when I was still gaining clarity about who I am and was working with much duller senses at the time. Even then, I knew our story transcended lifetimes. For me, it was soul recognition and with it came a deep, unconditional love that didn’t fit the circumstances. We each had separate lives, but my soul would light up in those brief moments I knew our paths would cross. It didn’t do that with other people, my soul lit up in a way that was a unique to him. I didn’t try to hide who I was because he seemed to be able to look right into my being and extract the exact thing that would be pertinent for that piece of the journey. The beauty was that I didn’t even want to hide behind my armor. It was nice to be able to put that armor on the temporary stand and breathe without its heaviness for a few minutes before I went back out into the world.

As life would have it, our paths diverged and channels that were once open found their endings in quiet ways. When the door closed, a window opened and the energies found their own way to me anyway. There is profound quantum beauty in being able to feel someone when they are no longer in your physical world. There is also profound grief as well and I live between these two dichotomies, holding both the love and the pain. This is where the words will fail, not because I don’t have them, I have some of them, but because the experiences are so profound that I want to honor the sacredness. This is where the song has to take over for me and I just ask you feel into the music and let it speak to you how it will.

This song is an echo of something ancient, intimate, and deeply real yet can only be felt through the ethers. It is both my soul and human expressing, love, pain, joy, and hope. The holding of both pain and love, saying, “even if I lose you. I’ll still hold you.” The stone represents the human desire trying to preserve something that feels ephemeral.

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Here are the lyrics:

[Verse]

I wanna take your little soul

Gonna put it in a song

Gonna put it in my bones

I wanna take your little heart

Gonna make it all my own

Gonna turn it into stone

Gonna take your little soul

Gonna put it in a song

Gonna put it in my bones

I wanna take your little heart

Gonna make it all my own

Gonna turn it into stone

I wanna take your little soul

Gonna put it in a song

Gonna put it in my bones

I wanna take your little heart

Gonna make it all my own

Gonna turn it into stone

[Chorus]

Come with me

My love

It feels so good to be us

Come with me

My love

It feels so good to be us

[Bridge]

Ah

Ooh

Ah

Ooh

[Chorus]

Come with me

My love

It feels so good to be us

Come with me

My love

It feels so good to be us”